The Haze is Lifting

I feel as though I am coming out of a haze and can think again. I went to the chiropractor this morning which was awesome! It was nice to be able to lay on my stomach again. And I didn't realize how many places on my body are sore. I will take Max in on Monday. I have noticed that he really doesn't like to have his neck touched and he is always turning it in a funky way that looks uncomfortable. The chiropractor said that long labor, especially when they are posterior is very hard on their little necks. So, I got me feeling better and that will help me take better care of him. I wish I hadn't waited so long for both of our sakes, but as I mentioned everything was a haze so I am not going to kick myself (too much.)

Yesterday was a really difficult day for me. Mostly physically but that of course leads to emotional chaos. I think mainly due to my iron being so low (they debated strongly whether to give me a blood transfusion in the hospital) I have bouts of dizziness and all of a sudden find myself freezing. The only thing that really warms me up is to be held by a man with big strong muscles. Luckily, I have one of those. :)